Right To Life (after State Farm)

Had some interesting conversations over the weekend about what lies ahead and how I am going to get there.   I wore the idea for awhile of working for State Farm in an agents office, following one conversation with a friend who has a pulse on that local beat.  SO glad that I did!  I had a near visceral response as I talked to her about the possibility.  I could feel my cells from head to foot screaming, "What are you doing!!"  I though more and more about it all and decided that I was not going to cultivate that but keep it on the back burner.  I will entertain it more if I get into a place where no other leads are working out.  I know I was taught to "dance with who brung ya" but at this point I really have to be given the ability/right to choose.  I am loyal---but not to the end of comrpromising what is best for me.